Chuyện của Nguyệt

‼️Life has its ups and downs. 

Sometimes, we find ourselves so happy. Sometimes, we feel so lonely. At times like that, we thought about what we lost, so do I. I used to lost many things and I could ignore that but God took away my older brother, I couldn’t accept it. He’s probably the person I miss most. I haven’t seen him for about 14 years. Though I miss him a lot he didn’t visit me at all, even in my dreams, maybe he stopped loving me. 

 When I was little, he used to play with me. There were a lot of things that I remember about him. If he had candy, he would share it with me, or even that was a piece cake or fruit. I still remember the C tablets he gave me. The star-shaped C tablets which was extremely fragrant and lovely. He gave me a lot of erasers and I loved them a lot. I still remember the eraser printed with cake picture he gave for me. It’s lovely. Once he gave me a piece of cookies, he told me that was the mushroom. I doubt but still ate it and I had to admit it that is super delicious. Only now do I know that the cookies he gave me was pig’s ears cookie, not mushroom. My brother really knew how to joke.

I remember the picture of him sitting in a corner of the house, watching TV while reading “Diary of a Cricket”. I remember the picture of him holding a game console, the old type one. There were a few red and yellow game cards, he gave me to keep them. It was very precious to me. I still remember he was one of the best players in playing marbles. He was also very good at technical. Creating mini water pumps is his forte. The pinwheels he made, the locusts which were made of leaves, they were beautiful.

Well, once, he was about to go to school, I remember he took a red comb, combed his hair neatly, and dressed very neatly too. He was so elegant.

You know, in the kindergarten, I was bullied by my friend, my brother rode his bicycle to my school and protected me. He forced them to apologize me for treating like that. I was taken to school by him a few times, on his bicycle, the crimson bike. No, seem like just once, when I was in the kindergarten …

I used to dream about being driven to the primary school by him. We would study in the same primary school. I once wanted to show off to my friends that my brother is very handsome and study well. I dreamt a lot. But God did not let me do that. He left this world forever just left for me some memories.